11/3/2009 7:56 pm
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11/18/2009 8:21 pm
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Here I am, in a beautiful area of the city, in a living space I love. It feels like home. There are plenty of interesting people in this town, I have made some friends who live not too far away... I think the place's Feng Shui is great - I've been mindful of that... and yet, I don't have a job or a partner... The beauty of the place makes me feel content, and the two now vacant areas of my life are unnoticeable on a daily basis - perhaps because the senses savor the surroundings. The deeper depths know what's missing. How ironic it is that one can live amidst the beauty and have two major areas in life empty... Yet, I don't feel emptiness, I just reflect on it at times. The moments when I notice it is when I want to go out and explore the city - I loathe doing it alone. Anyone who tells me s/he enjoys going out alone is not being truthful. I don't dwell on it much, but on some nights I wonder whether I should invest greater effort in finding a mate. I don't know...I want it all to happen effortlessly, unexpectedly, miraculously...
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5481 posts 11/3/2009 8:53 pm |
Small moments of serenity amidst chaos are rare, just make the most of them......
The Slug
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15542 posts 11/3/2009 9:14 pm |
Yes, Slug. I've been doing that... You get it.
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13777 posts 11/3/2009 10:00 pm |
Just knowing you can go out and explore is a comforting notion, Gypsy. There is nothing missing in your life at this moment because the fullest you can be is right now. Your day will come and you will have everything. Believe. 
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15542 posts 11/3/2009 10:46 pm |
IQ, you are right, and thank you.
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12188 posts 11/4/2009 4:35 am |
Anyone who tells me s/he enjoys going out alone is not being truthful.
Gypsy, I've got to think that you know that this statement isn't true for everyone. It's true for some people, some of the time. Do you never like going out alone? I don't want to go out alone all of the time, but I certainly do enjoy it some of the time.
You have the foundations - a good, comfortable place to live - to build on to get everything else you want in life. One little step at a time, and don't forget to reflect on all that you do have.
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15542 posts 11/4/2009 9:01 am |
GC, I do reflect on what I do have, all the time. It's true that I enjoy being alone or going places alone sometimes, but when it becomes the only way, it gets old after a while And I don't usually dwell on what I don't have, but when I think about how things might have been, what's missing comes to mind.
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731 posts 11/4/2009 11:46 am |
Hey babe, long time no talk!!
I heard that you saw one of our mutual friends recently.
Kerry
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15542 posts 11/4/2009 12:55 pm |
Hey, Kerry, let's get in touch soon! Maybe call me/you tonight?
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455 posts 11/4/2009 1:28 pm |
well now baybee
rock on out to telephone road
if you are interested in
the real america about which
many songs are written,
see the 'for-real' america
for a change
"Liberty lives in hearts and minds ..once it dies there no laws, no government, can save it" L Hand
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15542 posts 11/4/2009 4:33 pm |
G-Angel, "for real" America no longer exists. Houston is very cosmopolitan nowadays, with white Anglo-Saxons being the minority, so I hear
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731 posts 11/18/2009 7:05 pm |
Woman I am not up to date on which is your current e-address.
Mine are both the same work & other.
I don't come here much any more, I am trying not to be online all the time.
thx,
Kerry
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731 posts 11/18/2009 7:10 pm |
sorry to hog your blog, but I am not a member any more so I can;t e-mail you on here. I tried to e-mail your last 2 addresses that I had & the e-mail was returned.
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15542 posts 11/18/2009 8:21 pm |
Kerry, that's weird! One of the addresses doesn't work, but the other should. I'll go check it. I'll e-mail you soon. Good for you not staying on here!
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